A shower thought

Things with R. got way better, I've to say that everything cooled off, it was a strange experience to not force my imagination to change that chapter in my life into fantasies that never happened or in something that cheats the actual way the things went down, I'm grateful for the time and the experience that helped us change and heal, that allow us to love for real this time even when is not with each other, those who we choose to give our care, attention and passion are more suitable for us.

I can say about my favorite human being in the world that he makes me be a better person, a caring human being and a woman able to share my life and dreams. J.P was always the man that was there, that listen, that cares, that motivate, that talks to me in a way that no one have the time to develop, we have our own language and is an amazing one.

I guess with A. the things are bound to be broken, that only went from bad to worst, to bizarre and awkward to even worse that before and then to a complete lack of respect or either interest in the other word. Hope one day he gets it, and understand the importance of not being an asshole.

Well that's just a shower though. Cuz sometimes the soup cleans your soul.